Well, basically I'm just saying that this journal is semi f-locked
since I have posted some copyrighted material as well as private entries, so these got to be locked for safety reason...
It's too late to make an introductory post I know, but better late than nothing, no?? Been livejournal-ing since 2005, but made this intro just now.
Okay, I'm Enno, I live in Jakarta-Indonesia -just moved here last December 2010-
I'm tiny, curly, a little bit crazy and tend to get really loud when being excited about something. ^^
My 2 biases are~~
1st - Kamenashi Kazuya from KAT-TUN, he was my first love, saw him in Nobuta wo Produce and I thought he was too scrawny for his own good. But I like him nonetheless. Oh, and what do I like the most about him? His hardworking personality!
2nd - Kim Jaejoong from JYJ of Tohoshinki, the devil-like angel. A human should not look THAT perfect, I swear! God must have spent a lot more time in creating such a gorgeous person. He smiles like an angel, he smirks like a devil, he looks good in everything he wears, he cooks, he sings beautifully, he's good with kids.
What would you find in this LJ?
- My random rambling, my personal thoughts, my fandom life and everything in between that I'm in the mood to write. I'm a rather emotional girl, so you'd probably find some emo stuff right here, well, you could just ignore that.
- Some subbed videos I sub personally.
- Some videos, especially from SS501 (MVs, DVDs, Perfs) (Currently not available since Megaupload got confiscated)
- Some fanfiction I write but haven't managed to finish (I feel really sorry for this)
I think that's all...
Last edited: February 2011
- Current Mood:busy
- Current Music:Ayumi Hamasaki - Dearest
What I regret was that, he never talked about it, he never asked or even mentioned it. In all honesty that was what hurt the most. And now I lost him as a friend, and I don't think we can go back to how we were before all this happened.
Aside from that, I've also ordered some yarns from Lovelyarn Knits FB and poyenghobby.com. Lovelyarn Knits sells imported yarns such as Red Heart, Rozetti Montana and Aunt Lydia's Choice. Since I needed chunky yarn to make a beanie for a friend (a friend, ehh?), I chose Read Hear Super Soft yarn in navy and cream, the beanie has already been finished weeks ago, I'll probably take the picture and update this post later. Since I also want to try local yarn, I bought some from poyenghobby, their yarn is fairly cheap because I don't have to pay high shipping cost.
Oh, and I find some other local online yarn store again, here they are:
1. http://www.papiputshop.com/ or https://www.facebook.com/PapiputShop?f
They sell high quality local yarn made of acrylic, cotton and wool. I'm planning to order from them, will update this post with a more detail review
They sell Hayfield Bonus DK yarn. Unfortunately as of now half of their stock are sold out.
They sell Caron Simply Soft yarn and Premier Cotton Fair yarn.
this store probably provide the widest selection of imported yarns in Indonesia, dunno if they'd are selling online, but I'll try to buy from them soon.
They mostly sell yarns from Turkey like Rozetti Montana, Nako, Himalaya and Alize brand.
they sell chunky yarn from Onzie and some knitting tools
they sell Sirdar yarn, and crochet-knitting tools
I guess that's all for now, I'll update this post again with a picture of si mas' beanie and...probably some review of the yarns I bought.
here they are:
most of my yarns are brought from this site, their prices are the best, it's just too bad they are located in Turkey that shipping price are bound to be expensive, in most of my case they are higher than the price I pay for the yarn. but..even with that shipping price, after some calculation, it's still worth it buying yarns from this site.
this site is based in Europe, it's a UK site I think, they provide international shipping, if you're in Europe you could get free shipping for a certain amount of orders. as for shipping to Indonesia, it's a fix cost of £6.95. pretty good because no matter how many yarns you order, your shipping price will be just that.
from the address you could easily guess it's a UK site, they ship internationally too! Shipping cost to Indonesia is £7.99 per 2kg, uhmm..expensive but...whatever.
international shipping to Indonesia is flat price at £6.95, and they have a pretty good variety of yarns.
while most great yarns come from foreign countries, Indonesia also has some good quality local yarns that can be bought at:
1. Toko Sunflower, Pasar Asemka Jakarta
2. Micky Moko Store, Tebet and AEON Mall Jakarta
3. Lenny's Craft, ITC Kuningan Jakarta
it's too bad I haven't find any good yarn store in Semarang. guess I'll just have to wait for my iceyarns order to arrive then.
- Current Mood: amused
A shopaholic means someone who loves to shop til drop. It doesn't entirely describe my shopping habit since my shopping depends on how much I have on my wallet. This month is of course no exception. Everyone has their own way of spending money. Some choose to go travelling, some likes culinary adventures, and some others -like me, choose to buy beauty products.
Since I joined femaledaily forum, here I gained knowledge about womens things like skincare, beauty products and fashion. I was a chemical engineering undergraduate so I'm pretty much familiar with the ingredienst that were used in cosmetics and skincare products. And this makes me want to learn and experiment more. I've been making my DIY skin peeling for sometime now, and making my own lotion mix acid. As for product I use on my daily routine, I got it from a skin clinic at Kelapa Gading area since I also do skin treatment there. Since my daily creams were actually doctor's prescribed I want to slowly stop using them, hence I started looking for suitable products that will fulfill my needs. My skin problems include dull face, comedones, some acnes and pretty much dark skin. I need product that can brighten my skin as well as moisturizing it since I work in heavily air conditioned room.
Yesterday I've been lookin up on some Pinoy blogs talking about J.Co. Apparently this Indonesia's brand donut has opened some chain stores in Phillipine. I was genuinely surprise to know that this brand did actually come from Indonesia, hehh..who would have thought? Moreover, it is owned by the ever-so-popular hairstylist Johny Andrean, whose salons can be found every-freaking-where, hhaa!
Looking at the pictures of pretty donuts on those blogs got me craving for them. A short while back when I was still studying at the Dorm for my Basic Customs Course, we, the girls at girls dorm were often treated some free J.Co donuts by a senior. Thank you Mrs. Pipit!! And we do really enjoyed the delightful donuts. Personally, I like the signature donuts from J.Co, namely Alcapone.
- Current Mood: tired
I had holidays on Saturday and Sunday, and being the stay-at-home-type of girl that I am, I rarely go out. But apparently yesterday was an exception since I have to restock my sunscreen lotion (my last tube was taken by my mom, LOL) and I can only buy it at a clinic at Kelapa Gading area -I'll review the clinic asap. I took off from my dorm -yes, I live in a dorm right now, period, at 3pm, got there at 3.30 and directly go buying them. But when I was about to go home, I thought 'hey, you've come all this way, why don't you take a look for a bit at Kelapa Gading Mall?'. So I took steps accross and enter the Mall.
- Current Mood: calm
to apologize for all the pain I caused on you. I know I wasn't the one and probably I'll never be.
but you were my lifeline the one that can make me truly smile and cry.
I never regret loving you, all I regret was that my love had caused you tears.
I learned my lesson, of what to be and what not to be.
if I can't be your lifeline, then I'll be your solace.
Honestly, I love you...so much that it hurts.
but it's just probably the sensitive selfish me speaking.
Right now all I want is for you to find your other half.
someone who can make you truly smile, like you showed me some years back
and I pray I'd be able to love someone again the way I do you
you've taken a piece of my heart I can never get back.
the fact was that I have never got over you.
I've moved on, but I couldn't get over you.
I tried, but it's useless, in the end it was only you.
You...the moody you, the funny you, the unique you, the honest you, the deepest you
like I said, there won't be enough words to describe you.
your sensitivity, your sense of humor, your dirty words, your sugarcoated phrase, your angry face,
your lost figure, your smile, and even your tears...
I wanted to embrace all of you, but it seems my arms aren't wide enough, are they?
You know? when you said how much I changed when you left, to tell the truth
it wasn't that I had a change of feeling, no, I loved you, I still did so much
but I was confuse, how should I show you?
I remember I asked you this, "how do you want me to love you?"
and you said, "just love me like you always have..."
I tried, you know I tried, I sent you messages, i tried to call
but you shut me out...everytime I saw you it was pain, seeing the hurt reflected on your face.
I know you lost your lifeline, and I was aware I could never replace her.
though my selfish self wanted to have you all for myself
but I knew my place and to this day I still do.
How could I treat you the same, when there's someone new by your side?
How could I touch you when I know it was no longer my place to be your solace?
Watching you hurts, hearing your empty laughs hurts,
so I thought I'd better leave...at that time it was the best choice I could take,
I didn't want to, but I had to.
Our story has never had a clear finish, there wasn't even a start to begin with was it?
so here I am now... trying my best, to make it all up to you,
I'm sorry if I nag too much, I apologize if I'm such a pain in the ass
to understand you, to keep you safe and to make sure you'll live a happy life.
that's what I'm trying to do
You know sometimes I feel like a mother to you
funny but it's true...
I'll stay til you find it, your new lifeline, someone who will love you more than I do
then if you want me to leave I'll definitely leave for good,
and I'll make sure that all you can see in my face is smile
for letting me learn how it is to love
- Current Location:on my lonely boarding house
- Current Mood: content
- Current Music:I believe - Shin Seung Hoon
For me, it's definitely Jaejoong! Why? In terms of power, control, technique and voice range Jaejoong is better, as in way better than Jin. Besides the color of JJ's voice is really unique.
So what do you guys think? Uhm, please don't compare their looks please. I know JJ had surgery but Jin also did something w/ his teeth no? So please leave comment objectively.
A/n, just a spur of the moment since a while ago I stumble on an fb account named 'jin is better than jj' or something. Oh please, those people need reality check!
- Current Mood: annoyed
- Current Music:jyj - itsu datte kimi ni